Things for me are getting worse and worse and no one gives a shit. As usual. I spend most of time alone except when Sheena comes over. I'm doing bad as far as money goes and every time I make a mistake or something I get nosed rubbed in it and told I shouldn't be so pissy.

I ask you people this then. What the hell do I have to be happy about? Tell me that. NOTHING I have nothing to be happy about. So, of course I'm pissy and prone to I don't know kick walls... after being yelled at and treated like shit by anyone.

Maybe if everyone in my life didn't treat me like burden. Some days it just seems like people would be happier if I was gone or dead...